Proverbs 31 wife life.

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A wife of noble character who  can find?

    She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
    and works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
    bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still night;
    she provides food for her family
    and portions for her female servants.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
    her arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
    and her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
    and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
    and extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
    for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
    she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
    and supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
    she can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
    and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her household
    and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
    her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
    but you surpass them all.”
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
    but a woman who fears theLord is to be praised.
31 Honor her for all that her hands have done,
    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

This is who I want to become. Not specifically some seller of garmets / owner of salves / farmer ish comodoty a - rather the principles there-in. Loyalty, steadfastness - loving - caring - strong- self sufficient - uplifting of others and a reflector of Gods love. Thus whether I am alone or happen find / be found by a suitable partner I will be strong. Also I want kids someday. Ugh parts of me wonders if all those crazy teenage hormones are just coming later for me cause I dont think I have felt this passionate about this topic ever. Also might just be that I'm graduating from college etc... Who knows. :/ Idk. But I'm praying that God gives me both wisdom and strength