I Tripped, I Leapt.
I took a chance I made a dash
But was my ultimate Goal met?
I try to stop
But then I fall
Is this just a bad day, or my unlucky lot?
I’m flat on the ground
What’s the point?
Can any solution be found?
The ways of the heart I cannot understand
A Plane called emotions,
Is one I cannot land.
A beast I cannot tame
Is one called Self.
All of this quickly came.
O, My Father I do not know the way.
Help me to stay and stand.
Give me the strength and teach me to stand.
Help me to remember my beliefs,
As I start a new page,
And turn over a new leaf.
Be near me Father when I fall
And teach me to hear
Your still small voice when You call.
Thank you for your unconditional love,
Your plan for my life,
And Your spirit that is with me like a dove.
little lessons in life, expressed mainly in prose through the eyes of a teenager.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
thoughts on life and love...
Couples ever where – everyone has someone yet somehow I am left out of this unending circle of “love”
When will it be my turn? When do I get a chance to try this game? I know you have told me to wait but you didn’t mention this length of time!
The age old proverb shoots at me from the darkness of questions, “good things come to those who wait”
How much longer do I have to wait though? And what happens if I wait too long? What if my standards are too high?
Then it hits me. It doesn’t matter. I may want to be in a relationship but they aren’t something you on the spur of the moment go shopping for. And since I’m the girl I’m supposed to stand aside and be the lady in waiting, I mean its not like im going to call up some guy and say hey lets do this thing. Nope.
So why do I worry why do I fret? I just don’t want to be forgotten! I don’t want to be left on the street corner forever, nor do I want to play the servant girl always, I want to be the princess, the one who is CHOSEN – handpicked, selected, won. I want someone to care!
Don’t forget about me! Don’t leave me alone forever… open my eyes and my heart to the right one. But for now, let me rejoice in Your presence let me sing to Your honor and let me be happy in You.
When will it be my turn? When do I get a chance to try this game? I know you have told me to wait but you didn’t mention this length of time!
The age old proverb shoots at me from the darkness of questions, “good things come to those who wait”
How much longer do I have to wait though? And what happens if I wait too long? What if my standards are too high?
Then it hits me. It doesn’t matter. I may want to be in a relationship but they aren’t something you on the spur of the moment go shopping for. And since I’m the girl I’m supposed to stand aside and be the lady in waiting, I mean its not like im going to call up some guy and say hey lets do this thing. Nope.
So why do I worry why do I fret? I just don’t want to be forgotten! I don’t want to be left on the street corner forever, nor do I want to play the servant girl always, I want to be the princess, the one who is CHOSEN – handpicked, selected, won. I want someone to care!
Don’t forget about me! Don’t leave me alone forever… open my eyes and my heart to the right one. But for now, let me rejoice in Your presence let me sing to Your honor and let me be happy in You.
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