Trees.

I am obsessed with climbing trees. As soon as my feet leave the steady ground and start their accent into the boughs of the unknown I feel invincible, and yet totally vulnerable.

I'm free, and flying. I can see the world and yet not be easily seen.

And yet then again I'm limited, restricted. Branches only reach out so far. 

When i climb trees i see the world from a new perspective. 

I can watch birds hop from branch to branch,
and squirrels squabble, beneath me.
By gaining a new view, i see interesting things.

So far in my tree climbing adventures i have spotted several things,
2 Geo cashing hiding spots, and knickknacks
A camera (howbeit waterlogged)
But then there was the amazing thought about God.

Hes up there, high above it all, He watches and looks
He searches for the knickknacks and broken things -
He searches for me.
And He cares enough to reach down and pick me up

That is if i let Him.
Like the branches restrict me.
His love restricts Him
He longs to change me.

Clean me, fix me.
Give me directions and a plan
And Love me.
Yet He Loves me enough to let me choose

Choose to stay, choose to leave.
I can be stubborn and refuse to bend.
Or (ideally) relax and let Him win.
He can see the whole picture

I cant fly, I cant see the whole picture
I cant fix myself, and I am broken.
But there is beauty in the pain
And an Artist who cares enough to create it.

Notes playing in my life

I love the feeling that resounds on the inner cords when the note of perfect peace is rung. Its echos sweetly singing in tune with the rhythm with my heart. The note is struck the moment, when the realization rings, that even though so many things are not right in this life, its not my job to worry, cause worrying wont get my anywhere. I can't change most of my circumstances, but I can choose my attitude towards the situations in my life. My Father has it all planned out and He is holding me in His hands, I am safe.

One liners

Change is a canvass, carefully choose your color and bush, for these first few strokes determine the back round of your new adventure - Eponine Hope

There is a strong difference between surviving and thriving... however when surviving is all you can do - its better than the other option.  Live: one day at a time. Take one step into the unknown. - Eponine Hope

Life is a battle field, some days you win, other days you lose. However, what matters most of all is not if you win or lose, rather at the end of the day do you have perseverance enough to say " I will fight again" ? Never Never Never give up. ~ Eponine Hope

Time is Ticking

Time is ticking,
slipping,
fleeing fast.

Time is fading
shading
'to memories past.

Time is coming
running
drawing near.

Time is moving
soothing
sparking fear.

Time is swaying
playing
sometimes creeps.

Time is here
near
kept by HE who keeps.