Sunday, March 23, 2014

Voice

the (strong, soft ) sound of his voice makes my spirit soar. 


That deep rough pitch- gently laced with a smile  

Can simply make my heart run for miles 


At las! Woe be mine -

For for this here sickness there be but one cure. 

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Happy that's what I am. Just simply  happy. 

Friday, March 21, 2014

He loves me.

Ah! What should I wear? 
If I wear this I could come across this way or if I wear that it could be interpreted that way... 

I love you 

Or that, no no not that too up tight
What about this? No, too fancy not, nah. 
Ok between these two then. 
This one is good, bright and happy
This one is unique, classy. 
But I don't know
Ok going with the happy one...

I love you 

Which purse? 
Blue or black ..
Which shoes? 
Heels or flats...

I love you 

Ahhh! How shall I do my hair??
What if this happy dress is too happy. I think I look really good in it. I don't want to look too good. I don't like the attention good or bad, makes me uncomfortable. Why am I uncomfortable? Why am I so inclined to hide. What's wrong with me ?? ...

I LOVE YOU 

 Why? Why would You, God of the universe love me? I am a broken mess, spastic and shattered, why do You care? 

I love you because you are mine. Not for what you do, or wear, or why you do or wear anything, but simply because you are mine. My child. My love, and I treasure you. And I always, always will. 


... And That folks  is what life is all about... He loves me. 

Amazing, amazing love how can it be? That He, my king, died for me? ...

I am in awe. 

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Fall





Fall is about leaves.

Fall is about trees.

Fall is about pumpkin pie.

Fall is about clear blue skies.

Fall is about crisp cool mornings.

Fall is about bright red adorning.

Fall is about sharing.

Fall is about caring.

Fall is about giving.

Fall is about really living.

And that’s what fall is about.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Proverbs 31 wife life.

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A wife of noble character who  can find?

    She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
    and works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
    bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still night;
    she provides food for her family
    and portions for her female servants.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
    her arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
    and her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
    and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
    and extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
    for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
    she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
    and supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
    she can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
    and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her household
    and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
    her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
    but you surpass them all.”
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
    but a woman who fears theLord is to be praised.
31 Honor her for all that her hands have done,
    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

This is who I want to become. Not specifically some seller of garmets / owner of salves / farmer ish comodoty a - rather the principles there-in. Loyalty, steadfastness - loving - caring - strong- self sufficient - uplifting of others and a reflector of Gods love. Thus whether I am alone or happen find / be found by a suitable partner I will be strong. Also I want kids someday. Ugh parts of me wonders if all those crazy teenage hormones are just coming later for me cause I dont think I have felt this passionate about this topic ever. Also might just be that I'm graduating from college etc... Who knows. :/ Idk. But I'm praying that God gives me both wisdom and strength