Energy love

See love is like energy - it can be transferred and conducted but never really lost. The key is to develop a system in which this power can be conducted and increased (like a positive frictional charge) back and forth - insulated through laughter, smiles, compassion, communication and care.  Basics for having such a system is to have two ports - two parts that are invested and interested. now then that being said God is the only one who can just generate and generate and generate love because that is Who He is - But even the Maker of the universe won't make anyone join in that relation with Him. But he also never stops perusing. Amazing love. 

I miss you

I know you’ll never read this - and probably dont care

But when im in my worst moments I think of you, i dare…

And when im at the top of the world and finally at my best.  

I find my soul uncertain cause without you - the view seems less..

I think of you a lot. It killed the last relation I tried to force to grow.

I dont know how to deal with this - this concept of letting you go. 

I miss you. You’ll never know it - but tis true.

Despite myself, I think that i still love you. 

Different types for Ice

I am a "scrape off the ice on my windshield" type of person kind of person.
Some are - lay a towel over windshield and raise wipers- in case of ice types
Others are- Start car super early to heat it up and melt off ice from the inside out
And still others are -Heck I'll just drive with the ice types.

While I am not really into defining what everyone else's reasoning's and ways of dealing with frost on a pane of glass are, I feel that my response gives insight to who I perceive myself to be at my core.

I don't really plan on some things in life happening. I don't look at the weather and prepare for frost. but on the other hand I don't just ignore the fact that frost happens and drive anyway. (most of the time lol)   I keep a small ice scraper in my car - even though I now live in the south, because I find it to be useful.
 I dont plan out my life - i think of possible circumstances that may present themselves and try to be semi prepared to deal with the results of such circumstances but I make it an aim not to obsess about it.
However, because I don't always plan ahead I do sometimes end up being a little late - or often rushed. This occurs in a variety of circumstances in my life. This sometimes can start a domino effect of which I am not the proudest of. due to my lack of fore thought I have the potential to un-intentionally hurt and or frustrate others around me.

Its just frost, just as its just life. It does go on and the only thing that I or anyone else can realllyyy control is how we respond to it. To prepare, to deal, or to ignore.
I choose to deal, to carry on.

*Side note : I am on some crazy pain killers due to a medical situation So if this makes little to no sense- please dont judge too harshly. I hate Kidney stones - that is all. *