He loves me.

Ah! What should I wear? 

If I wear this I could come across this way or if I wear that it could be interpreted that way... 

I love you 

Or that, no no not that too up tight

What about this? No, too fancy not, nah. 

Ok between these two then. 

This one is good, bright and happy

This one is unique, classy. 

But I don't know

Ok going with the happy one...

I love you 

Which purse? 

Blue or black ..

Which shoes? 

Heels or flats...

I love you 

Ahhh! How shall I do my hair??

What if this happy dress is too happy. I think I look really good in it. I don't want to look too good. I don't like the attention good or bad, makes me uncomfortable. Why am I uncomfortable? Why am I so inclined to hide. What's wrong with me ?? ...

I LOVE YOU 

 Why? Why would You, God of the universe love me? I am a broken mess, spastic and shattered, why do You care? 

I love you because you are mine. Not for what you do, or wear, or why you do or wear anything, but simply because you are mine. My child. My love, and I treasure you. And I always, always will. 

... And That folks  is what life is all about... He loves me. 

Amazing, amazing love how can it be? That He, my king, died for me? ...

I am in awe.