Balance

The equilibrium of life
that is terribly off Que
It isn't fair and often filled with strife

Yet that's not how it began
Nor is it how anyone wants to be
so I'm spending time doing all I can

To find that balance
between standing out and fitting in
Between change and old habits

I'm struggling To find my place,
to where You want me in your plan,
safely nestled in Your grace.

You created this earth
and said it was good
yet now so different from birth

so please re-create me
help me surrender -You have promised
to do this and more for free

So Lord I'm on my knees
I cant find the balance
so i leave it to You, Please.